Not.to.go.

Now I am left alone without anyone to be with me and I feel all so tired and lonely. It's been how long already.. I can't wait for everything to be over soon, so that I can get back on track and know that I can make it and not got badly defeated by others. It's been some time that I thought I could win the whole situation, but yet it was impossible given the current status. I am on the verge to give up yet still feel like giving it a try. There's no harm in trying?



To know that your beloved one just left you in this cruel world and went up to heaven to enjoy herself with the other angels & not devils. I hope and pray hard that everything's okay, and everyone will get/feel better. She won't want us to be like that afterall. Anyhow, rest in peace grandaunt/godgrandma. I'll really miss you lots, your awesome + delicious food and endless care & love towards all of us. I'll miss your chubby cute look and bubbly character. I promise I'll help my father in anywhere that he needs help. He'll miss you too and won't forget what you'd given him all these while. Everyone love you and all of us will miss you :)