I feel really frustrated & troubled. And like, it's really bothering me alot. I was thinking are things just as simple as that and nothing else more to the best? Are things gonna stay on like that & till it's over? Are things really that bad & that nothing else could actually save the whole thing? What's more that it went for long & it's gone like that. I feel real sorry & at the same time, I pity myself. I pity myself for everything & really hate it that way.



I want everything back to the beginning, but can I still have it back?





If you ask I'm alright, I'll tell you I'm not at all.


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Anyway, Happy 18th birthday, Jason.