Whenever I touch alcohol, I'll think of you telling me not to drink so much 'cause it's bad for me & afterall, I'm a girl. But today, I just drank all I want without you here telling me this and that. I miss your naggings, your scoldings, your words, your voice, your everything. I really miss you alot..... I don't know if this is true, but just now while I was lying on my bed trying to rest from all the drinking, I heard your voice inside my mind.. Then I cried. You used to stop me from crying but now, where are you?

I miss you so much, ya'know? :'( And I'm hurting so much inside, I really need you to stop it.